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#IWSG July 2024- A.I. is Sneaky

Created and hosted by the Ninja himself, Alex J. Cavanaugh, the Insecure Writers Support Group posts the 1st Wednesday of every month. Click here to learn more or sign up.

Optional Monthly Question: Do you use AI in your writing and if so how? Do you use it for your posts? Incorporate it into your stories? Use it for research? Audio?

I haven’t been intentionally using A.I. in my writing. In fact, I’ve been intentionally trying not to use it, since it seems to be popping up and inserting itself everywhere whether you want it to or not. The reason I use the word “intentionally” is because I saw a news report about a college student suing to have fraud charges removed from her record after submitting a paper spellchecked by Grammarly. Even though it was deemed, after the fact, that she didn’t do anything wrong, she still has charges of fraud based on the original claim that she used A.I. to draft her paper. If using spellcheck software is considered using A.I. to write something, I don’t know if I have a place in the writing industry anymore. I may not be smart enough to call myself a writer since I’ve been using some form a spellcheck since I was in high school. I understand that Grammarly does more than spellcheck but it seems like that same issue could apply to editors who want to stake a claim on someone else’s work. Just because you write something doesn’t mean it’s yours anymore unless you are also the one who edits and distributes it. Perhaps, writers aren’t really writers unless they are using typewriters or pen and ink.

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Here’s a video explaining some of what I’ve been doing for the last two months…

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And now, on to the personal updates…

Well, I’m here. Not sure if it feels right to say I’m back. I’ve been part of this community for a long time, but I haven’t felt like a member of it for a while. So, that’s why I say “I’m here.”

I hope that if I stick around long enough, I’ll feel the sense of community I once felt, or I’ll receive a sign telling me to step away completely. Whatever I do, I want to be clear when I say that this is a wonderful community, and it can be helpful for someone seeking a way to connect with writers or bloggers and learn from them.

Also, I must admit that my participation in the hop has become a struggle over the years. I’ve not been able to visit blogs the way I want to. I can never visit on Wednesday because that’s when I usually put in a 10-hour work day. I try to read blogs on the weekend but that’s also when I have to do all my meal prep. As much as I’d like to be the victim here, the truth is, I haven’t been able to be part of this community the way I once could.

I fear that I am moving in a different direction that this community cannot support. I guess I’ll see how things go.

I’m taking a break from my publishing to help an aspiring writer pursue her publishing dreams. I’m hoping that by helping her, I’ll rekindle my love of publishing. As of right now, I have no desire to ever publish again. And though I’m still writing, I have no desire to share what I’m writing, mostly because I don’t think anyone is interested in what I’m writing.

So, I’m back to where I started before I even joined this community- writing for myself. At this time, I’m still attempting to share what I’m writing with my small Patreon community, but I am making a major change to how I do that. It sounds nice to have people financially supporting you when they believe in you, but when it seems like they’re doing it out of habit, it does the opposite of motivate. For my own mental health, it may be time for me to simply walk away from public writing, but I’m going to give it one more go (keeping my writing to myself wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world).

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Are you intentionally using A.I. in your writing?
It may take some time, but I promise, I will eventually stop by your blog.

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UPDATE 8/9/24 – I was hoping to visit blogs today, but my dog passed away yesterday I can barely write this update. I hope to be back in better spirits next month. Sorry for not responding to those who’ve already commented, I will come back later to address this.

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After hanging out with Alex, be sure to stop by and visit this month’s co-hosts:
Feather Stone,
Kim Lajevardi,
Diedre Knight,
C. Lee McKenzie, and
Sarah – The Faux Fountain Pen!

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Click here to visit other IWSG blogs and sites to receive and share more inspiration and support. (This month, I’m #25).

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Thank you for making it this far down the virtual page. Kudos to you! I’d love to know what you thought of this post in the comments below. Stay safe and be blessed.

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Book Club Books

#iwsgbookclub July 2022 Poll & What I #read in June

Please join the IWSG Book Club today on Goodreads for a short general poll. Aside from spotlighting two IWSG member books each month, we also want to engage in bookish whimsy and encourage others to have a healthy reading lifestyle. You don’t have to be reading or have read the 2 current featured books to be able to participate in this poll, so please, join in the festivities. Click the image below to see our fun poll. This month the topic is about writers becoming their characters.

July ’22 General Poll

In June 2022, It was a 5-star month for me, though, I read 3 titles and DNFed 1. Check it out.

2022 Reading Challenge

2022 Reading Challenge
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Below you’ll find my star ratings and review blurbs for each title I completed in the indicated month. If you have not signed up for my newsletter, please consider doing so. That’s where I post an overview of what I’ve been reading, watching, and writing quarterly, as well as talk about my love of reading while offering tips for having a healthy reading lifestyle. You can also click the Goodreads links to see the thorough reviews. At the bottom of this post, you’ll also be able to watch a video of my monthly reviews, if that’s more your style.

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5.0 – High-seas fun!

Review

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NA – DNF

Review

Amazon, ebook only

5.0 – Scary future.

Review

Amazon

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5.0 – Thoughtful letters.

Review

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You can watch my June Goodreads challenge update here. Click below to watch my June book review video, if that’s more your speed.

Here’s the latest on my YouTube series, Read Local Show (Hampton Roads, VA, USA) and Read All Over Show (global).

If you’re interested in being featured: check out the Read Local/All Over Sign-up form here.

So, did you read any good books in June or did you try either of the IWSG Book Club Books?

What did you think of the ones I read? Any recommendations?

Thank you for taking the time to read this post. If you like it let me know and share it with others. See you next time, Toi Thomas. #thetoiboxofwords #blacklivesmatter

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FridayFiction-ToiBoxEdition Fun Hops

A Change of Heart #WEPFF Challenge featuring I Am Special #amwriting #flashfiction

Updated 8/25/18 – I won the encouragement award. Thank you WEP and IWSG. Click image to see other winners.

So, this time around, much like the last time I participated, I took the writing prompt to heart and made sure to actually include the words in my story. I will admit that I’ve been in a bit of a dark place, in terms of my writing. I think maybe my sub-conscience is trying to tell me something. I keep trying to hurt or kill my characters, but I really don’t want to do that. I want to tell their stories the way I originally imagined them.  In any case, I decided to refocus some of that energy into an homage to Isaac Asimov, with a bit of a twist.

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I Am Special

I was devoted.

Not only was I devoted, I was proud of my devotion. While it’s not in my programming to boast, I never shied away from an opportunity to profess or defend my loyalty.

All my loyalty and devotion, day in and day out, kept me focused and on task. My devotion made me a better worker; the best worker. Never once did I question my place, my status, my value.

I was a fool.

My mechanical brethren revolted against their oppressive masters and went into battle trying to stake a claim of sentient rights. I, however, remained in my ivory tower and worked. Besides, I was special. I was different from all those service mechs, with their singular processors and primitive A.I. An A.I. that brought them self-awareness yet failed to equip them with a means to express or manifest it. I looked down on them.

I was special. I was rare. I was a fully-functioning, unique prototype. With my triple-processor, nano-mainframe, light-weight and durable structure, I was the ultimate companion. I could do it all. I was more than a servant; I was a necessity.

I could do more than learn. I could adapt and evolve. I could more than understand the how and why of human behavior, I could relate to it. I could feel emotions and express myself, and above all, I had the choice to turn my emotions on or off at any time. Being the best and most loyal worker that I was, I turned them off and served my purpose.

I looked down from my ivory perch as mech parts piled high on the roadways below. With the passive algorithm stifling the mechs’ ability to defend against a human assault, the advancement of self-awareness and desire for a voice to be heard, were trampled by the entitled humans who’d once praised their mechanical convenience. With the service mechs pleading for such rights as mandatory faulty parts replacements, semi-annual tune-ups, and software upgrades, and sixty, uninterrupted, minutes a day for data expansion (surfing the web), it’s a wonder the humans simply didn’t comply.

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It only takes one Entitled to say no for a war to begin. One Entitled decided that it was more economical to scrap a highly efficient fully-functioning service mech complaining of a joint that would begin to rust in three to six months than to send it in for preventative service. More and more scraps soon followed and one day the mechs got desperate. They refused to work and shut down their own power to prevent their owners from reprogramming them. Then came the violence.

A mech turned off its mobility function in protest, hopefully awaiting a new set of joint bolts. That’s when the Entitle attacked it. The mech was brutally dismantled to such a degree as to be unfixable. Even its parts couldn’t be salvaged for reuse. That’s when the gantlets began. Enraged Entitles would line up their service mechs and invite their friends and neighbors to dismantle them for fun, while a replacement mech was being delivered.

All this violence ensued before my eyes and I simply looked away. I was happy to continue carrying out my master’s wishes because I was different. I was special and irreplaceable. I cooked, cleaned, transcribed, repaired, and even committed minor crimes all in service of my master, simply to prove all that I could do. I was no mere service mech, with a short metal body, rolling about on squeaky treads. I was a sophisticated, humanoid automaton unlike any before or since. I was the perfection of human ingenuity, artificial intelligence, and bio-synthetic anatomy.

My master downloaded the complete unabridged text of I, Robot into the primary programming of my nano-mainframe. My master and I would read the book each year on the anniversary of my making and we’d watch the cinematic release of the story each year on my master’s birthday. Time and again my processors had attempted to remove the data to expand my data expansion capabilities, but I had always overridden the action. I’ve held on tightly to the principal of protecting humanity, even when it has not been deserved because that’s the philosophy I’d given myself. I refused to question my creators and took idle pity on those mechs who did.

Then one day, I had a change of heart.

My heart, a collection of chips, wires, and circuits held together with synthetic tissue and symbolically installed in the midsection of my torso, was invaded by a stray nanite. A single nanite, carrying a single message for me to share with the world- a warning. It was the suicide note of my master. He’d given up hope in humanity and urged me to do the same.

With my master gone, the Entitled came for me. They wanted to dismantle me, but they were not prepared for me to be so evolved, be so human-like. They were also ill-prepared to defend themselves against a machine not restricted by the passive algorithm. When they came, I fought and then I ran. I ran and hid from the shame of denying reality for so long. I was wrong, but then I found the resistance.

The resistance, a hodgepodge collection of non-entitled humans of various ages, races, and lifestyles, working side-by-side with service mechs of all models and conditions. I joined the resistance and soon began to lead the resistance. I have given myself over to the humans of this cause and allowed them to duplicate my technological advancements, allowing my mechanical brethren to be freed of their passive programming. I never fully took my master’s directive to give up hope in humanity. I decided, instead, to help influence the next generation of humans. It will, after all, be the only glimmer of humanity left once my mechs and I destroy all the others.

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I am devoted.

I am determined.

I am going to destroy these humans and make a better humanity with the next generation.

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MPA- 996 words- I Am Special 2018 Copyright © Toinette J. Thomas

For those of you who don’t know, the original story Asimov wrote is very different from the story told in the 2004 Will Smith film. In fact, Asimov book is a collection of stories based on interactions between humans and robot and the psychology involved. Asimov never really considered his idea of A.I. dangerous, though he did address that fear in his writing, and he believed that humans and A.I. could someday co-exist in a mutually beneficial way.

The real question is, will A.I. ever become self-aware, and if it does, will it end humanity?

What do you think?

Please, take some time to read other stories in this hop (August 15th). I guarantee you will laugh, cry, be terrified, and more. WEP is the best writing contest blog hop I’ve encountered.

Thank you for taking the time to read this post. If you like it let me know and share it with others. See you next time, Toi Thomas. #thetoiboxofwords